As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change. come whatever, we will still be friends forever.
Because class gatherings are awsum.The cheer competition has been really gay and a total waste of time but I do believe this is nearly the last class gathering for the rest of our lives :( And this is the reason why I am actually bothering to stay behind and do something for my class because I do not want to let anything hinder my chance of being with all of you for the last few times ever x(
And also because things like this would happen... Teehee. But that's what makes us so unique :) Graduation is almost the same as parting... I do hope I'll be able to keep in contact with everyone :(
Whenever I look up to the afternoon sky with clouds like these, I will remember all the times we had together... because every single one of you, stupid or what, are significant :) Reminiscing is a very nice activity at times.
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[Gabe Saporta]
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town
[Travis McCoy]
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar, we're goin' down swinging
[Brendon Urie]
Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
[Doug Does]
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
[Alex DeLeon]
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you, only sweeter
[William Beckett]
Growing up, growing up...
[Patrick Stumph]
I got troubled thoughts,
And the self-esteem to match.
What a catch, what a catch...
What A Catch, Donnie
Fall Out Boy
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Alpha course just ended. It was fun throughout, meeting new people and getting to know other people's perspectives on Christianity, and also learning more about it. There was lots of food and my lemon swiss roll was awesome :x Everybody was filled to the brim :)
Janson brought the awesome chocolate fudge cake and it was reaaaaaally the best thing ever, next to my lemon swiss roll. xD If only my stomach had more space, I'd finish my portion :(
Next thing up! Youth Alpha! All my friends will join me on this fabulous adventure and nobody will miss out anything exciting! I can't wait :)
Chinese O levels are coming really soon :( It's next Monday and I'm really afraid T_T I'M REALLY AFRAID. AFRAID TERRIFIED PETRIFIED MORTIFIED HORRIFIED FRIGHTENED
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AftermathDefeated and exhausted, Melissa gave up. It was too painful to watch the both of them together. She had been ignoring the truth long enough to let it be able to hurt her whenever it surfaced. Ignorance is bliss indeed - a simple action of walking away was required... but running away was not the solution.
As the two of them talked about everything under the sun, devastation tore through her mind like a rogue missile, numbing it to reality. It was as if her heart was about to burst any moment, and nobody would know. She quietly slipped away from the scene, blinking away the tears that had already welled up.
There was no point in carrying that empty hope anymore. She would only be lying to herself if she continued to walk down that dark and stony path... It was evident he was much more like himself whenever he was around her as compared to Melissa herself. The awkward silence during their conversations was too deafening to stand, so how else could they go on?
She peeped from behind the wall she was hiding and bit her lip. Why did his every action keep her fascinated? Why didn't any other guy make her feel like this? Why couldn't she set her sights on something else? Leaning back against the wall, Melissa looked up to the sky and clutched on to heart, suppressing the battle going on inside.
Five months had passed but nothing changed. That fateful night that took a toll on her life never left her mind. To describe her despair would be impossible, for there was no word for it in any language - she was beyond hope.
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