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For your eyes only
I know somewhere
We'll find a little place for you and me
It all turned out a different way
Can't feel the pulse in our veins
So weak today
We'll let our heart beat guide us though the dark
Just trust me

We have to go a thousand oceans wide
One thousand dark years when time has died
A thousand stars are passing by
We have to go a thousand oceans wide
A thousand times against an endless tide
We'll be free to live our life



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It's not that I'm anti-social; I just don't like you.

I don't know what I'm doing, not sleeping. I should have been in bed an hour ago but I'm still away. Guess the trauma hasn't blown away yet huh. Been through a rocky roller coaster not quite long ago and amazed that I'm still in one piece, though not full in a few aspects of myself. Lulz what am I typing...

Anyway, looking back at my life, I feel rather pleased with what I have. Socrates said 'An unexamined life is not worth living.' and so I'm doing it now. Indeed, what I've been doing isn't what I'm supposed to do - glorify God's name (which I feel is the most important). Living life the way I wanted isn't what my mission on earth is... and I'm failing this one task. Oh my :( Now I'm sad.

And some other stuff has been happening... I really don't know what to say... I'm confused even though you've already told me the answer... It's just not fair but you don't care :( I feel unjustified. T_T

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p/s: i think i'm actually depressed. like super sad.

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